In The Beginning II (The Feminine Side)

Dear one-whom-I’ll-be-loving-always,

Let’s start with some honesty here as we’ll need it as a pillar for the lifetime we’ll be together.
I’ve been meaning to pen this down for a while now, but I keep wondering;

Will you be among the ones who’ll read it now, or in a relative period when I’ve become yours?
By reading this, whenever you do, will you be able to tell that we’ll make a perfect pair?
Will you know for sure that I’m the one by what I piece together here?
Anyway, enough of the wonderings, let’s get to what I’m really writing and let me make mention here that this post would be a rather short one, you’ll definitely understand this better when we’ve met and have gotten closer than mere friends.

I’m writing this with you in mind, imagining your face when you read, whether I’ve met you already or not. (I say this because you may already probably be in my life, we both just may not know yet what we’ll become, and if you aren’t yet in my life at the time of this writing, do know that I was thinking of you while putting this together).
So then whatever you see is directed at you.

I’ve imagined you a thousand times and over, and life with you even more times.
A girl begins to dream of the day she says I do from a young age, but I assure you, I’ve thought more about a lifetime with you.
Beginning with;
who’ll bath the kids in the morning?🤷‍♀️
What happens when I don’t close from work early?☹️
Who’ll be in charge of our family’s finances?😌🙋‍♀️
How often will we visit our in-laws?🤔
Will we work-out on the weekends when we have no P. T. A to attend?😅

I often presume my life will revolve mostly around you, but who am I kidding?? ** laughs **

My commitment, which you’d realize when we’ve met, is foremost to my daddy, Papa God as I like to call him, (in my head) of course.😁

Let me pause here and raise a concern, the issue of submission which scripture teaches us, (I use the US because you’d better be a man of the word📖 and of the spirit💥, else there’ll be no “US” in the first place) how do you understand it to be?
I’m bothered by this because of the trend our world, which we’re only to be in, but not of, is taking.

Submission seems to almost be a curse in today’s times and has taken on different understandings.
For our relationship, I do pray we both be on the same page and understand submission as the Lord puts it.🙏
To end, I hope you’ve been praying for me, as I am for you.
That we’ll both have thoroughly been adequately prepared by the Lord’s before and when we meet.
That we’ll uphold the Lord’s standards for a beautiful togetherness so we can make it to a glorious forever.👩‍❤️‍👩

I’ll keep praying for you, dear king of my heart.👑😍

#Let’s Walk This Path Together 🌹♥️
With a love that’s waiting to be showered on you,😘
Yours forever, (after our marriage)
-Yaa Marvy.